I wish that there were things in life i could control. Yes, yes i know. I "control" my life. But really I dont. I control nothing. I work my ass off and get mediocre grades. I never get sleep. I have work all the time. I control me. but when im exhausted that doesnt even work. I cant control my head. or my words. or really even my actions. and it's quite aggravating.
I really wish I could control things, people. Things like stupid assholes who hurt my friends. Things like the fact that too many people have passed away in this stupid month. Theres a reason the the 31st is the day of the dead. Fucking october. Or everyone getting sick. I know i know i know.. im not God. I cant control other people, or death, or nature. But i cant still wish right?
meh. bad week. too busy. cant function. gonna crash soon. not fun.
sorry for the rant.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
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