every moment counts

1. i hate spiders
2. the cold and dark makes me sad
3. i still remember the first day i met lisa b when i was 4
4. my life is sometimes....complicated
   
5. i love little kids and even though i say otherwise i cannot wait to have my own
6. my biggest fear is losing people
7. i will always remember my life from high school
8. you could learn everything about me by reading my notes on facebook
9. my favorite TV show will always be ER
10. i desperately need a new job
11. my family went to disney world without me in december.. im a little resentful
    
12. my boyfriend is amazing
13. im scared to death my mom has cancer =/
14. my dad amazes me
15. freshman year was the best of times and the worst of times, i wouldnt have changed it for anything
16. ending up in the hospital made me realize that i needed to change my life
17. i have a soft spot for justin bieber
18. ellen is the best talk show host ever
19. you could learn everything there is to know about me by reading my facebook notes
20. harry potter is my favorite bedtime movie..preferably 4, 5 or 6
21. sometimes when im sad i go through old pictures
22. i want 2 more tattoos
23. my grandfathers face has started to fade in my mind =/
24. I am jealous that Daniel got his license before me
    

meh...been a long few weeks. can't stop thinking about money.. it's really stressful. apparently i'm behing on student loans i never got bills for? it's really aggrivating. like i dont know how i'm ever supposed to grow up when these people keep taking my money and wasting all my time. my focus right now is getting a car and paying off school but it's really not working and totally sucks. no one is calling me back and i can't get my liscense until i have a car with a center brake. so incredibly annoying. our van is totalled and the midget mobile is going out of commission. ughhh.

i still feel like i'm twelve so why the hell do i have to be a grown up?

on better terms.. i get to see lisa and becka tomorrow.. really excited about that=)