meh...been a long few weeks. can't stop thinking about money.. it's really stressful. apparently i'm behing on student loans i never got bills for? it's really aggrivating. like i dont know how i'm ever supposed to grow up when these people keep taking my money and wasting all my time. my focus right now is getting a car and paying off school but it's really not working and totally sucks. no one is calling me back and i can't get my liscense until i have a car with a center brake. so incredibly annoying. our van is totalled and the midget mobile is going out of commission. ughhh.

i still feel like i'm twelve so why the hell do i have to be a grown up?

on better terms.. i get to see lisa and becka tomorrow.. really excited about that=)