meh. i'm so done with the christmas thing. and it's only 2:33 in the morning.

here's how my last 24 hours have gone...
i went into work thinking i was late. but i was actually early. 27 minutes early which threw off when i got my break lol. i was so tired. lol. and it was crazzzzzy busy. people should learn to not shop at the grocery store last minute. so obnoxious. there were legit lines down the aisles. ridiculous.

then i got off work and it was absolutely friggin fabulous. i waited around at shaws til like 5:15 when aaron came and got me and brought me home.it was fun for a while. we opened sibling presents and such. but then there was a huge blowout fight between me and my mother somewhere around the 10 oclock hour. and aaron picked me up at like 11. we drove around for a bit. he was crazed and funny. fun times. lol. made me smile when i didn't think i could. then i went to the midnight mass and st. marys. which of course has it's novelty beauty. i love it but at the same time... it's meh. im not really feeling the whole church thing lately. haven't been since papa. but idk. i basically talked to the boys the whole time. then had a nice tear session when i thought about how different this christmas is gonna be.

at the end of mass i tried to talk to someone i used to be really close to and she basically couldn't have been more anti talking to me. so i left. basically. but whatevs. i love her but oh well. try again next time. lol.

but then i went back out with aaron and he made things better. smiles.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!