A hurt, a pain, a nuisance

But most of all a cry.

A cry from the very botton of my soul,

A cray wishing that the blood would roll,

A cry to release the tears,

A cry to voice the fears,

A cry to understand why they keep leaving,

A cry to help me keep believing,

A cry to get rid of the mundane thoughts,

A cry to remember the times I have fought,

A cry to wash the pain away,

A cry out for another day,

A cry to release the stress,

A cry to help clean up the mess,

A cry for someone to see the pain,

A cry for God to ease the rain,

A cry to help tear down the wall,

A cry to be caught before I fall,

A cry to understand why he was lain*,

A cry to understand why He was slain,

A cry to reach out to the others,

A cry to remember my sisters and brothers,

A cry filled with sorrow pain and doubt,

A cry attempting to figure it out,

A cry for the razor, my closest friend,

A cry for because I want this all to end,

A cry as a girl with nothing to stop her,

A cry to the heavens in hopes He will stop her,

A cry hoping that someone will help me,

A cry because I know who it will not be,

A cry to remember the worst times,

A cry to forgive all my own crimes,

A cry to understand all t hat is happening,

A cry to back to who I was happy being,

A cry to mend my broken heart,

A cry to go back to the start,

A cry out to someone filled with love,

A cry hoping to bring down the dove.

 

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Love Always, Nicole